wish you were here..

with us at the table having dinner together.. it would have been really nice.

your mom is trying to cope.. though fridays are still the hardest days for her to go through..

your dad is staying very strong, helping your mom go through each day and making sure she eats well..

zheng's been trainning very hard.. sometimes twice a day.. he even beat yi-khy's 200m freestyle record during the 44th PASA swim meet! i'm sure u're very proud of him.. he looks so much like you.. and sprouting like a bean sprout.. reaching his jackpot height will be a piece of cake.. then i'll be the midget.. though i already am.. my height mark on that wall is the most recent and yet the lowest one.. haha..

it seems so real each time... having to spend time and create new memories and experiences with you.. how i wish i never had to wake up and realize that it was just a dream..
so many things reminds me of you, each day just brings back memories of things you've said, things you did and flashbacks of that dreadful week.

i just want you back.

love you.

Happy Ending - Mika

This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending
This is the way that we love
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together

Wake up in the morning
Stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen
I guess I wish you well
Mmm a little bit of heaven
But a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that
I've ever told.
No hope OR love OR glory
Happy ending's gone forever more

I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending
This is the way that we love
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together

Two o'clock in the morning
Something's on my mind
Can't get no rest
Keep walking around
If I pretend that nothing ever went wrong
I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told.
No hope or love or glory
Happy ending's gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me, (oh I feel as if I'm wasted)
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending

This is the way that we love, (and I'm wastin' everyday)
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together

Little bit of love