October 24, 2010

Notice

Blogger will be away for a week to unwind under the sun, surf, sand and sea.

<3

October 19, 2010

Goodbye to You - Michelle Branch

been browsing my collection of songs and boy does it brings back memories.. it's like part of our lives are represented by certain songs. you relate to places, people and events in regard to the song you've registered your memory with. picking out childhood memories and all like picking out songs from the jukebox. the wonders of the human senses and the brain.

October 16, 2010

wake me up when it all ends

alright... just for a quick update.

i finally finished my stewpit practical training report and submitted it on the last day of submission. yes, i know. i procrastinate A LOT. oh well, no harm having these sudden adrenaline rushes and stressful sleepless nights once in awhile. i may not handle stress well, but apparently stress is good for me. what drives me? stress.

tadaaahh!! i got my name imprinted on it k... lol

but now that my report is done and i dont have a 9 to 5 job, there isnt anything else to distract me =/ well, i know the word 'distract' isnt a good sign, but sadly, yes. i have a whole load of things waiting for me to be done but i may have seem to lost my enthusiasm. tell me if you come across her alright? she's easy to spot - the new lunatic on the street would probably be her. i just cant spot her.

the weekends for the past months had been wonderful, surrounded by people who matters, people who cares. the random hangouts and outings through the nights.

the people who have been supporting & encouraging me in all ways possible through the days =)

but sometimes, in a sea of people, i still feel empty on the inside.

sigh. let's hope tomorrow will be better.

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
Faraway - Nickleback

October 11, 2010

Ninjutsu

yes, my practical training report and logbook entries are driving me nuts!

procrastination's a bitch!

ninjaaaaaa...


sigh, i miss playing ballerina-kungfu with my lala mui at work. =(

October 07, 2010

They're my Ipod,

i got them on replay...

and they keep me sane.
OMIGOSHSTRESSGILABABIGILAGILABABIGILABABIEMOEMOGILABABI!

October 06, 2010

dying soul

I emo stress gila Babi with my practical report and log book entries.

God please help me.

October 02, 2010

when i've met you,

I will remind myself that you're a gift and to treasure you and all that you will do as precious gemstones which are hard to come by.

I must remind myself that you need your time alone as well and not bug you to entertain me everyday.

I will learn to give in to you and not bite onto every argument cos it doesnt matter who wins at the end of the day.

I will put you first and revolve my world around you cos it'll make me happy when you are happy, knowing that it will all be worth.

I will try not to vent my anger and frustration on you at anytime cos you are no heavy duty object, not a punching bag.

I will learn to be more patient, complain less and communicate more.

I will try very hard not to make any comparisons cos everyone is different, each relationship is different.




but when you fall in ♥ with me, you will have to put up with


my endless need for attention, more than what an average girl needs,

the unpredictable PMS-es which sometimes i'm not even aware of,

my random lame-ness and childish antics which might be irritating,

sudden cravings for certain food - mainly desserts,

the love for road trips and getaways,

my 'last-child syndrome',

the tendency of being a perfectionist,


my delusions for fairy tales.




but when that day comes, i'll ♥ you with all my heart, i promise.




yours truly,
your future ♥