my heart literally stopped when i couldnt find your profile with the search bar.

at times, i hate how clingy i am to things, how i tend to hold on to any possible bits of denial to comfort myself that there is still a connection somehow.

changes just scares me.

especially loosing people whom i hold very dear to.

it's nearly 4 years now. feels so much like yesterday, anticipating your homecoming this time around, 4 years ago. how we talked about all those wonderful schooling memories we had throughout that Christmas eve.

still missing you.

♥,
姐