abandoned.deserted.forgotten.
yet again, i leave my blog to wither the bitterness of being in limbo.. abandoned. deserted.& forgotten.
in short, nobody's interested in visiting my blog anymore cos i don't update. hah.
anyway who would be soOOo interested in my blog? being famous like Kenny Sia, Xia Xue, etc. etc. isn't my purpose of starting to blog in the first place. i don't even know who still bothers to drop by this pathetic outdated blog of mine when i have loads of time to click around on other ppl's blogs to look look see see and kaypo kaypo but just too lazy to update mine. =)
well, i recently came across one of chung lern's post here. (note: ramblings from this point onwards may be a bit "drama" cos i'm in the mood to tembak ppl.. haha)
so.. should i be all bitter and cry cos i'm very sure that "People losing interest on my blog just because i dont update." hah. but since he/she put it that way, ppl might just be interested in my blog cos i seem to find my blog filled with a number of depressing post, more "drama".. haha. but hello, just because CL has someone new and no longer post depressing posts up in his blog doesnt mean he never felt the pain before. doenst mean that he somehow dug out a chunk of his brains with memories of nian and flush it down the toilet bowl, then somehow miraculously survive and has no recollections about the past. don't be such a donkey, can?
sigh. a bit mad and disappointed. i mean, how can he/she say such things to CL? is it against the law that chung lern is able to move on and be happy with his new found love? it's definitely non of his/her business and he/she is in no position to judge CL. i'm happy and proud of CL cos it isn't easy especially for emo ppl like us (tht's if he's still emo like me.. lol) to move on from what has happened. i guess this experience has made him stronger, in which i'm still trying to achieve (forgive me, but i'm a bit of a s-l-o-w learner.. lol) and i'm glad that he's happy with Stephanie (though i've yet to get to know her but she sounds nice from CL's posts) =)
oh.. btw, back in penang!!
in short, nobody's interested in visiting my blog anymore cos i don't update. hah.
anyway who would be soOOo interested in my blog? being famous like Kenny Sia, Xia Xue, etc. etc. isn't my purpose of starting to blog in the first place. i don't even know who still bothers to drop by this pathetic outdated blog of mine when i have loads of time to click around on other ppl's blogs to look look see see and kaypo kaypo but just too lazy to update mine. =)
well, i recently came across one of chung lern's post here. (note: ramblings from this point onwards may be a bit "drama" cos i'm in the mood to tembak ppl.. haha)
so.. should i be all bitter and cry cos i'm very sure that "People losing interest on my blog just because i dont update." hah. but since he/she put it that way, ppl might just be interested in my blog cos i seem to find my blog filled with a number of depressing post, more "drama".. haha. but hello, just because CL has someone new and no longer post depressing posts up in his blog doesnt mean he never felt the pain before. doenst mean that he somehow dug out a chunk of his brains with memories of nian and flush it down the toilet bowl, then somehow miraculously survive and has no recollections about the past. don't be such a donkey, can?
sigh. a bit mad and disappointed. i mean, how can he/she say such things to CL? is it against the law that chung lern is able to move on and be happy with his new found love? it's definitely non of his/her business and he/she is in no position to judge CL. i'm happy and proud of CL cos it isn't easy especially for emo ppl like us (tht's if he's still emo like me.. lol) to move on from what has happened. i guess this experience has made him stronger, in which i'm still trying to achieve (forgive me, but i'm a bit of a s-l-o-w learner.. lol) and i'm glad that he's happy with Stephanie (though i've yet to get to know her but she sounds nice from CL's posts) =)
oh.. btw, back in penang!!
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