wish you were here..

with us at the table having dinner together.. it would have been really nice.

your mom is trying to cope.. though fridays are still the hardest days for her to go through..

your dad is staying very strong, helping your mom go through each day and making sure she eats well..

zheng's been trainning very hard.. sometimes twice a day.. he even beat yi-khy's 200m freestyle record during the 44th PASA swim meet! i'm sure u're very proud of him.. he looks so much like you.. and sprouting like a bean sprout.. reaching his jackpot height will be a piece of cake.. then i'll be the midget.. though i already am.. my height mark on that wall is the most recent and yet the lowest one.. haha..

it seems so real each time... having to spend time and create new memories and experiences with you.. how i wish i never had to wake up and realize that it was just a dream..
so many things reminds me of you, each day just brings back memories of things you've said, things you did and flashbacks of that dreadful week.

i just want you back.

love you.