you know it's time when...

₪ you realise that you've finally ran out of tears. like how Johnson's & Johnson's put it, "no more tears" =)

₪ you no longer get frustrated over what things should/could/might have been and also the if only 's

₪ the anger and hatred built up inside you all these while is just no longer there anymore. you somehow feel indifferent when the issue pops up in a conversation

₪ you no longer feel hurt looking at things that reminded you of the past. but instead, you smile and come to an agreement with yourself that those were indeed great times, memories to be cherished =)

hope this holds true this time.

On this day of your life, Amy, we believe God wants you to know ... that although forgiveness is very hard, it is necessary. Holding onto anger and old hurts hardens your heart and hurts only you. Ask for help in letting go of the anger. Ask to see the situation through the eyes of compassion. Allow yourself to feel the lightness of forgiveness.

=)

so, i've been up and about the past few days. managed to meet yuv over dinner for our usual bitching catching up/updating session. we can never run out of stupid random things to talk about and days at camp never fails to be one of our favourite topics. friendships doesnt really matter on how long the duration of it but rather how you bond during a certain duration. to the point where you can just relate to the same flashbacks when a certain song is played. Blink 182's I Miss You gives me one of the best ever memories at camp - the 6 of us, digging into a tub of vanilla ice-cream on a sunday morning with that song blasting in the hall over and over again. *hearts* eh-pik!

apart from that, been studying for my exams and also frantically doing my last minute work as always.. after this 3 day break or somewhat, would be another stretch of mid terms and deadlines. sigh. oh ya, i'm back. lols. though i did say that i wouldnt have time to come back this weekend but hey, it's fated. all classes canceled =)

and i'm glad i came home.

CNY updates soooooOOonn.. me *hearts* cheongsams

48 hours, 2880 minutes for 14 minutes and 18 seconds. *smiles*