May thus far

-WARNING : long post ahead-

it has been 3 weeks since i'm back from uni! feels good to be home! =) i kicked start the month of May with a part time weekend job to get myself back in tuned to the working life and also to fill my pockets! $$$ so, the job was to get people to take the free BMI test and also obviously to promote the company's product. (see pic below for more details) one word of advise for everyone out there, please please please for goodness sake, dont buy/drink anything from those electric freezing dispensers. the ones with a churning plate in the middle, stirring the drinks throughout the whole day. you have no idea how dirty it actually is! yucks!

yen & i

and oh! i dont like the uniform especially the puffed up sleeves.. sooo wrong i tell you.. makes me look even 'puffed' up =/ me likey the scarf though, cos it reminds me of my choir days ♫ i actually prefer to promote property than other products because there isnt a quota to fill and your potential customers are actually scaled down. but sadly, i lost my contacts =( oh well, i did enjoyed my days working with Jen for Sunway =)

well, out of all the part time jobs i've had, i can now conclude that, may it be promoting real estates or milk powder, i attract freaks! =.=" dont think i wanna elaborate more on the freakish encounters. bottom line, freak-magnet alert! (ask me in person and i shall entertain you with my stories. LOL) no wonder my seniors always had this impression that i'm like some protected endangered species that should be kept at home! hahahaha i'm serious! that was the exact translation of what they said in mandarin. whatever that i know or can do somehow amuses the people/friends in university..

when i say, i bake
they give me this look, O.o
while when i say, i do house chores
as predicted, O.O
if i continue on by saying that, i ride the bike,
that's when i get the longest unbelievable 'RRRRRRrrrrrrreeeEEEaaaaAAAAAALLLLLllyyyYYYYYYYYY???????' ever! as if i just told u that i like to go out commando like how Britney does it ;) LMAO

it's like i'm from a circus or a carnival. Now, behold~!

*drum roll*

AMY, the freak.

applause la can or not.. hahaa..


ANYWAYS, now for some bits and pieces of my birthday week.

xiao mei & i, len shen & i, my adorable khim & i
a few of my unimates were around in Penang so they took me out for lunch at a small restaurant in Gurney (i forgot the name.. lol) pretty nice place.. i like the decorations but it's a little overly done. the food? ok larr but a whee bit pricey for the pretty simple food they serve. we then head off to red box and i had a bit of my screaming session working, though most of the songs chosen were mandarin ones.. =/ but still, enjoyable =) at the end of that day, they surprised me with a gift and a slice of oreo cheesecake hidden in my car.. =) a toy schnauzer doggy which i thought was a koala bear at first from the colour of it. lol

i spent the whole week with yen, hopping from one mall to another, hunting for a maxi dress, shoe shopping and got my nails painted - French manicure as always =) a week of blissful pampering, but the most exciting part of my week was the first few beginning hours of my day! i got home from a midnight movie and found a Country Hide paper bag on my dressing table.

hmm.. a gift from brother dearest.. that's rare.. so i was expecting something leathery since that's the only thing Country Hide sells.. from the size of the package, maybe a wallet? a small purse? the eager me then quickly unbound the ribbon off and opened the paper bag. there was this transparent casing, like those old radio cassette tape boxes, only bigger wrapped round with another blue ribbon tied nicely into a bow. my head totally could not register what it was so i took it out and stared at it for a few seconds. when it finally hit me, i realised it was...

an iPod Touch!!!
the thing that i have been bugging and pestering my brother for the past 2 weeks! (though i did mention and bugged him awhile about it before more than a year ago.. lol) knowing my brother's nature and all, i never actually expect him to buy it for me. but being the annoying younger sister, it is my nature to enjoy pestering and bugging him about something, may it be stupid or not! =P words cannot describe how damn happy i was the moment i realised it was my long-awaited touchy! whee~

me ♥ my brother to bits!

korkor dearest & i, 2007
though the rest of the day was a bit screwy - a lot of last minute plan cancellations and all =/, thankfully, on-the-spot plan Bs' turn out pretty well.. had lunch with yen and ekun instead, dinner with mum and bro at Cititel and chilled with a few good company at night.. i guess like what they say, the higher your expectation, the greater the disappointment. in which i couldnt agree more.. my brother's present is by far the only thing that has ever really caught me by surprise and the feeling is just, priceless =)

the next day was then spent over at the lee's.. talked loads over lunch and hanged around the house playing with the dogs..

naughty bubu and big boy charlie

a week nicely spent with close ones =)

eek! i'm 23 now =/

this is ridiculous!

what is happening la wei. okay, so it's the study week and i'm cutting myself some slack, allowing myself to fall asleep like, 3-4 times throughout the day while studying. but waking up from every nap with dreams that revolve only around one particular subject is, stewpit. i rather dream about anything regarding my finals but noOOo. meh. talk about taking naps for a fresher mind. pfftt.

i dont know how to judge, i dont understand why. anyone with rational explanations to all this? bah.

tax my ass.

i have not the slightest idea on what my taxation subject is about. i blame the overly comfortable environment of the classroom which made me space out all too many a times throughout the semester. shit. furthermore this particular lecturer is notoriously known to fail or how students would put it, "kill" by the bulk! though i did escape with a quite satisfactory grade from him on my welfare paper a few semester back, i cannot afford to screw this one up! meh.

but in any case, i had my trip to the seaside. satisfied =)

managed to catch the sunset!

the sun and breeze feels, mm-goooood~!

suddenly, the whole world is interested. interesting.

toodles.

quick update

ouh mee gawd. amy must stop procrastinating and get her wobbly fat ass back on track! stop slacking amy! *slaps* i had the most challenging week ever in this semester.. well, in regards of school work that is.. but all thanks to me laziness, i brought procrastination up to another level.

work assigned: 2 months from deadline
work started: 2 days from deadline

i was trying the impossible.. i had to take up clark kent's job, to be superwoman for 2 whole days. =/ and mind you, it isnt as simple as a "cut and paste" assignment. but requires a lot of research and reading on the current issue of implementing the new Goods and Services (GST) tax in Malaysia, which i dont like. lol and it constitutes 50% of my grade. meh. but thank God i was allowed to do it either in the malay language or english. so i saved a whole lot of time not having to translate my work into the malay language. haahaa i managed to pull through in the end.. but with the total of 10 hours of sleep in 48 hours plus the over-scheduled weekend before and the tiresome drive back to uni.

all in all, taxation's a bitch! even accounting students will definitely agree with me on that. =)

other than that, been busy filling up my schedules! cos i dont need free time in my hands which only leads to self-destruction, kamikaze mode. meh.

oh well. eenie minie moe. this is going to be interesting *smirks*

he ate my ♥

you know it's time when...

₪ you realise that you've finally ran out of tears. like how Johnson's & Johnson's put it, "no more tears" =)

₪ you no longer get frustrated over what things should/could/might have been and also the if only 's

₪ the anger and hatred built up inside you all these while is just no longer there anymore. you somehow feel indifferent when the issue pops up in a conversation

₪ you no longer feel hurt looking at things that reminded you of the past. but instead, you smile and come to an agreement with yourself that those were indeed great times, memories to be cherished =)

hope this holds true this time.

On this day of your life, Amy, we believe God wants you to know ... that although forgiveness is very hard, it is necessary. Holding onto anger and old hurts hardens your heart and hurts only you. Ask for help in letting go of the anger. Ask to see the situation through the eyes of compassion. Allow yourself to feel the lightness of forgiveness.

=)

so, i've been up and about the past few days. managed to meet yuv over dinner for our usual bitching catching up/updating session. we can never run out of stupid random things to talk about and days at camp never fails to be one of our favourite topics. friendships doesnt really matter on how long the duration of it but rather how you bond during a certain duration. to the point where you can just relate to the same flashbacks when a certain song is played. Blink 182's I Miss You gives me one of the best ever memories at camp - the 6 of us, digging into a tub of vanilla ice-cream on a sunday morning with that song blasting in the hall over and over again. *hearts* eh-pik!

apart from that, been studying for my exams and also frantically doing my last minute work as always.. after this 3 day break or somewhat, would be another stretch of mid terms and deadlines. sigh. oh ya, i'm back. lols. though i did say that i wouldnt have time to come back this weekend but hey, it's fated. all classes canceled =)

and i'm glad i came home.

CNY updates soooooOOonn.. me *hearts* cheongsams

48 hours, 2880 minutes for 14 minutes and 18 seconds. *smiles*

u make me smile like the sun

first thing's first, i'm back in uni. the good part of it is, apparently i'm not "emo" about it. the bad part is that it suddenly struck to me that I HAVE HEAPS OF WORK TO DO. which also means i cant even go home this weekend even though it's a long weekend off! but i guess i can at least spend more time with my uni friends since it's the last semester i'll ever see or even get to know them better. i've been up and about ever since i got back. but yet, i'm taking my own sweet time here, blogging. lol

embrace yourself people, i've turned over a new leaf. lols it seems to me that my tolerance level just climbed up a few notches. may it be for alcohol or just being patient. okay, i'm referring more on the latter. we shall discuss more about the former on another day. lol the past few days had been, pleasant. i wasnt stressed up over the pile of work load waiting for me, neither did i get agitated with the other drivers on the road while driving back to uni (and amazingly i didnt even went more than 120 km/h), nor to the fact that i cant even have my dear lappie turned on for more than 10 minutes before it decides to act spastic over and over again.

bottom line, i was and still am in a good mood.

to the point where i can laugh and smile at my own silly-ness rather than get all worked up with myself. me likey =) yes, i have been very very silly these days. i just spent an hour walking in circles trying to find a non-existent room of the wrong faculty. i swear, i could have just burst into tears if someone were to taunt me right at that moment. lols


my facial muscles are soon going into a spasm and will be stuck in that position if i continue to smile like an idiot all day long.


i better head off with my work. the upcoming 3 weeks will be a blast. shoot.

2 more hours. 120 more minutes. 7200 more seconds. =(

i found a leprechaun & a pot of gold

apparently my ill-fated epooch strikes again! hmm.. a sign.. it's time.. i should go shopping to balance out the inauspiciousness in order to usher in the Chinese New Year! lols the excitement in crossing out every single item on my shopping list is starting to build up.. i've even decided on what to get myself for Christmas already! whee~ i deserve some pampering =)

shop shop shop SHOP woots!!! *grin*

i managed to catch yet another full rainbow! *hearts* 3rd time's a charm! whee~ =)

the brighter, pweetier end... ♥

rainbows represent good luck or so i heard.. yay =)

and so, we bid farewell to 2009

it seems that the years keep passing by faster and faster. it's like God decided to hit the fast forward button like what i would usually do while playing the Sims. (yes, i still play that game once in awhile =P) it was just like yesterday when we celebrated Chinese New Year and i seriously have no recollections on my 22nd birthday. 2009 has been like a mush.. i can vaguely remember bits and pieces to it but it's just all somewhat mushed up. bad year i suppose.. lol this year has been an exceptionally fast one, but i'm looking forward to 2010!

well, not the part when i'm in uni of course.. this would be the first time i'm actually looking forward to be done with uni. i hate the place and seriously have regrets going there. people are still asking me why did i chose to go there. i used to find joy in explaining to them cos i knew what were my priorities back then. but now i come to realise how silly i was. i guess when we're young, we tend to mix up our priorities. that's when parents come in to help sort them out, but being the rebel we were, we never listened. i'd just have to make the best out of the final semester then. a challenge for the new year.

so a lil sneak peak of what i'll be going through in the coming year. i'll be undergoing my internship training in OSK investment back home in penang. funny thing is dear soochie's mom was the one who was handling my application. penang is seriously tiny.. lol i just cant wait! it'll be a whole new experience. learning new stuff and meeting new faces =)

next on the to do list in year 2010,

• go new places! whee~ =)

till then, time to prepare my resolution list!

toodles

p/s: HAPPY NEW YEAR!

holey, moley, schmoly...

S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D

leaving on a saga.

all my bags aren't packed,
i'm not ready to go,
i'm sitting here,
inside my room,
i hate to pack up,
and say goodbye,
but the clock is ticking,
it's early morn,
we're leaving at 9,
at the break of dawn,
so i need to sleep,
already i'm so dejected i could cry...

so sing this and think of me,
tell me that u'll wait for me,
for coffee sesions and canoeing too...
cos i'm forced to leave for uni,
but i'll be back on the 23rd,
oh babes,
please wait for me...

i'm leaving on a saga
leaving on a saga x 8
on a saga.

=(

to go or not to go?

back to unpack?

OR

stay for New Years' eve?

coffee sesions?

OR

instant Mushroom soup?

archery?

OR

canoeing!?

ber-sunset?

OR

watch the sun sets?

don't be silly amy.

dumb dumb.

ladies and gentlemen,

may i introduce to you..

Ms. 'OMG-AMY-U-CUT-UR-HAIR!!!

i know.. i know.. well, it isnt suppose to turn out this flat anyway, before having it straighten.. it looked much better from the front but the back was just totally in a mess.. so i really had to straighten my hair.. i just hope it'll have more shape soon.. sigh.

i asked vin how do i look and he said, "doesnt it make ur face look longer?" why thank you darling. that is so nice of you to "compliment" on not only my hair but my face as well. it's not that i dont already know that i have an exceptionally unusual long face, you had to emphasize on it to make me feel special hor.. haha but then he said he liked it (not sure if he actually does or was just saying it so that i wont go bug him about my hair all the time.. haha) not really used to it though.. but heck, it'll grow in no time.. till then, u ppl will have to bear with my new look whether u like it or not.. haha

btw, results for the final exam is out today!!! i've been looking forward to this day ever since my last paper was over.. haha i've been sort of a nerd the whole of this semester.. rarely went out for food or 'entertainment'.. it wasnt my choice.. but because i was a bit REALLY tight on cash. the government loan for this semester was only about RM700 plus for 5 FREAKING MONTHS.. which means roughly RM140 per month, RM35 per week, RM 5 PER DAY!!! crazy or not..?? u tell me how to survive.. my average spending is about RM500 per month with some extras for my shopping "emergencies".. haha.. how not to rot in my room the whole day surviving on instant noodles and burgers..? my only source of entertainment was downloaded TVB drama series, english series and even taiwan drama series.. so when i run out of shows to watch and had already slept for nearly half the day, all that is left is to study in order to keep my mind functioning properly.

and yes! all my hard work and effort paid off!!

i'm so so SO happy i tell u.. cos when ever someone tells me that they are worried of not being able to maintain their CGPA, i always end up telling them not to expect their pointers to keep increasing by the semester as each semester will definitely be more difficult with killer papers and never-ending assignments. BUT.. for economic students like me, we LOVE to see increasing trends in certain or most of the economic graphs.. well then of course variables like petrol prices would be otherwise la.. haha

and this is my personal micro-time series which shows an upward trend!! nice hor... *GRIN*

till then,

i hope my hair will look better or probably other ppl's eyesight to get worse. *crosses fingers and toes*

muahahaha. =)

it's snowing..

as usual, i abandon my poor blog to wither the worst of conditions.. haha

well, i had planned on blogging more often once my 3rd semester starts considering that i've not blogged much bout my uni ever since i first got in.. but looks like now it has been 4 months since my 3rd sem started and not even one pitiful picture of my uni being posted up.. except for all my rantings about my pathetic course subjects and the bloody internet connection..

"but really mah... the wireless in my college like shit like that.. not only that, my room is all the way on the third floor and on the highest block summore..how to get decent internet connection?? should i be more hardworking in going up and down those 100m flight of stairs to the hall so that i can online and then be all skin and bones by end of this semester...??"

anyone feeling humane kind enough to sponsor me a Celcom BROADBAND?? i'm willing to be your slave when i'm back in penang.. haha.. i am that desperate.. 'no internet, no life.' lol

anyways, like they always say, i shall then let these pictures say a thousand words.. (note: pics are like taken donkey years or maybe at least 4 months ago.. lol)

and here is my room for the first year.. the very low-workmanship-like-of-a-student's-woodwork-project cupboard and the bed. (i know.. it's a bit messy.. think it was during the finals when i took this pic.. excuse me laa..)

and the desk.
and for this first semester of my second year, given the "privilege" to shift to the 3rd floor where probability of 'roach-terror problems' are much less, my room - with the signature cupboard and bed.. and desk.

the bed.

my table.. (much neater righttt.... =) )

a closer look of my lappie's wallpaper.. me n me dearies =) <3

additional signature furniture!! but just look how stupidly high it is being placed.. i can barely reach my things without dragging my chair over.. so strategic hor...

a closer view of my food stash!! more like junk.. lol

the perfect shoe rack to match the signature furniture which i stole borrowed from across the room.. hehe.. benefits from coming back early for the semester.. =)

me roommate's side of the room.. with an additional super high signature rack above her bed.

the nerdy look of yours truly, without the glasses.

end of "virtual tour" of my room.. lol.. will post more scenic pics of my uni when i have the time to stop and snap while rushing for classes..

sigh.. my phone kaput-ed again!! this time, the whole screen just blacked out.. T_T it hasnt even been a year yet but it has already died-ed on me TWICE.. this is so depressing.. what's worse is that all my contacts are stored in my phone but not in my sim card.. now i need more money to not only do my shopping, but also to get a new phone.. donkey.

i'm facing a situation of surplus demand in money.. whereby the money demand exceeds the money supply.. how am i suppose to adjust the money supply and interest rate to achieve an equilibrium? what more reach a point of surplus in supply?? I AM NOT BANK NEGARA MALAYSIA. I WANT MONEY. I NEED LOTS OF MONEY. sigh. and i need to start studying now.. exams exams exams.. last paper for the month on tmr night. wish me luck =)

cant wait to be back for the raya break!!!

whee~!

toodles

boo hoo hoo...

it's been two weeks plus since i got back from the english course and i'm going back to uni on friday!!! T_T

I DUN WANNA GO BACK TO THAT ULU KAMPUNG UNIVERSITY!!!

sigh.

been working at kumon cos i'm just too lazy to find a new part time job and sadly there wasnt any good 3-day job pay opportunities like the property fair job for Sunway i had been working for.. i had already spent more than half of my pay on the MNG sales on the night i got my pay itself.. and i have yet to do my grocery shopping, shop for 'appropriate' clothing, shop for more shoes!! and yada yada yada.. i am so in need of money..

double SIGH..

going back to uni also means not being able to go for movies, SHOPPING (the MEGA SALES is near!!!!), go 'bersunset', have fun at the beach, go on a holiday, club, REDBOX, bully shawny, send sonia darling off, welcome sookie cookie, and basically just not having any chance to have fun with the girls.. T_T

TRIPLE SIGH.

this is so depressing...

i wanna cry.. ='(((

~take me away... a secret place, a sweet escape.. take me away..
take me away to better days, take me away.. from that dreadful place!!~

exploding with emotions

okay, first of all i'm finally back from my dreadful "intensive english course".. thank God i was put in a class with really nice people.. nothing from what i expected.. only thing was my lecturer.. it's not that she cant speak english.. she's alrite BUT the fact that she treats us like primary kids really makes me loose my patience at times.. she keeps telling and explaining to us in different ways over and over again.. i'm sure we're all not that dumb.. but sometimes she just tends to explain more which in turn made us more confused.. GAAAA... i understand her enthusiasm in teaching us.. but we are not 10 year olds...

anyway, i shall tell u all a lil more on what i actually did through the whole course.. well, we learnt a great deal of grammar i tell u.. there's the simple tense, simple perfect tense, simple perfect continuous tense, past tense, past perfect tense, past perfect continuous tense, simple future tense, the passive voice, hypothetical possibilities with 'if' and past modal verbs of 'could have/should have'.. SOOOOO INTERESTING I TELL U.. besides that, we learned about essay writing, comprehension passages n vocabulary.. reminds me so much of our english lessons during primary school days.. oh ya.. not to forget, we were supposed to sit for a listening test, n a written one which includes comprehension, vocab n essay writing of 250-300 words, impromptu speech, role play (don't ask me what is it for. all we did was just acting n have forum discussions), last but not least, keeping a journal for a week.. i'm already having much problems trying to update my blog and you all are expecting me to keep a journal entry everyday for a week? i had troubles thinking of what to write after the first entry.. haha typical me.. and whatever we do throughout the course actually contributes to our CGPA/PMS for the semester.. -they better give me an 'A'- lol

so, before i start bitching about certain things, let me just post up pics of the 21st birthdays that i've said in the previous post..

so.. after sonia darling's bday celebration, it was my baby's birthday on the 29th.. i feel kinda bad for not being able to throw a party for him cos my first paper of my finals was on the day itself.. therefore i just managed to treat him dinner a few days before.. sorry baby..

took him to tgif since he loves steaks.. hehe

pic of our cup of mushroom soup.. it was really really good.. creamy n full of mushrooms.. yummilicious!

his jack daniel's steak..

and.. that's it.. cos we forgot to take a photo of my beef ribs as i was starving n started pigging in right after all the food was served.. lol but it was really superlicious, yummiliciously delicious.. cant wait to go there again.. =) other than that, i surprised him with his birthday present waiting on his bed in uni.. forgot to take a pic of it too.. all my hard work of wrapping it.. sigh.. but glad that he loves it.. tee hee hee..

next up on the next post would be pics of my 21st! i know i'm really far behind time when my birthday was like a month ago.. but please bear with me now k.. i just need to bitch now.. no more mood to blog about my wonderful celebration.

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it's been a while since i start to be bitchy but i can be a bitch if i choose to be one OR if someone forces me too.. but still, i'm not all that bad cos i dont embarrass other ppl in public or anything like that.. mine's more of the sarcastic remarks kinda thing..

one thing you all should know is when i don't like someone doing a certain thing to me, i really mean I DONT LIKE IT.. and i will go all out to tell you that I AM UPSET and ANGRY about it. no other explanations required especially if u've crossed the line. i'd rather just be acquaintances than to continue being friends. i rarely make friends so what more not want certain friends? that only comes to one conclusion. which means u have officially PISSED AMY FONG YOKE MAY OFF.

how can someone you know actually diss about you and question your actions with another person whom he/she has just known for a year compared to your friendship of 3 years??!! just because you like him/her doesnt mean you can turn your back away from your friend who has cared n be so considerate to you compared to that person who has been taking advantage of you??!! are you that blind to not see the truth??!! some may say that this is the world.. never would i thought that the world is so small that it happens to be in the circle of my friends.. or other than that, maybe the world is that shitty and getting more fucked up.

is there a problem for my bf to drive all the way to see me cos he feels that it's worth it?? i did not force him ok damnit? neither do i not know how hard it is to pay for the petrol especially after the government removed the subsidy for petrol prices.. i DO PAY FOR HIS PETROL AT TIMES.. I USUALLY OFFER TO PAY.. comprende??!! so how can you and him/her make such remarks about me when he/she is the one who doesnt care about your petrol??!! he/she can even INSTRUCT you to go here and there.. dare you deny it. i heard it myself out of his/her mouth. but all u can see is NOTHING n u would make all kinds of excuses for him/her.. what about times when i made excuses for bloody you??!! and besides, what made my bf drive all the way to see me was because I WAS DEPRESSED as i was feeling lonely which only leads to thinking of nian.. all you know was just to enjoy ur time with him/her.. you have never lost a best friend.. you never know what it feels like.. and dare you question why my bf had to come and think it wasnt necessary. blogging about this just makes me so furious.

whatever i did was not appreciated whereas he/she is being treated like a goddess. PUI! don't ever come calling me to talk about him/her.. you're on your own now. i'm not interested about your feelings and on what you have to say.. don't even call me your sister anymore. i've got other friends whom i need to care more for.

friends play a big part in my life. but i dont see any point in saving this friendship as it will only go back to square one.. as for that, GOOD RIDDANCE!

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this is the most boring blog u'll ever come across..

i know i havent been blogging an updating much.. blame the internet connection here in my hostel and not forgetting my friggin finals.. and partly my bad.. procrastinating and what not.. last minute cramming and memorizing.. tee hee.. I HATE EXAMS.. sigh i want my dean's list cert for this sem as well but i'm just too lazy to study and sit for the papers.. it's killing me.. stress melebih.. i've got too high expectations for myself.. which isn't really good.. i'm actually still like 'mourning' over my STPM results.. yes, wtf.. this is me.. i just can't help it.. i expect too much from myself.. someone help me.. gaa. and here i am, still browsing around the net which i was supposed to be done doing two hours ago..

studddyyyy.....

sigh.

just don't seem to have the mood to blog anymore. yes i know, i have a boring life. not my fault. don't browse my blog then.. being very emo now and then.. end up releasing most of my frustration on people whom i shouldnt be doing so to. sorry dear.. sigh. i do have things to blog about, my uni life aint that boring eventhough i'm here in Universiti Ulu Malaysia. it's just that each time i login to blogger, i end up not having anything to post about, just not that mad about blogging anymore..

anyway, me big day's coming soon.. cant believe that it's in the middle of my FRIGGIN EXAMS!! spending my 21st in this uni IS NOT AN OPTION. lucky for me, baby's planning something for me.. may it be at Jitra, Alor Setar or Sungai Petani, as long as it's not here in uni.. keke.. but seriously, non of these places can ever beat dear penang.. anywhere in penang would just be near-perfect! especially with my dearies with me =) but most of all, i wish to celebrate our 21st together..



your mom called today. says she misses you. i miss you too.
love you always n forever.



i should be studying now..

toddles

finals are just around the corner.. and yet, making myself busy with college projects, movie series, and not forgetting, my most favourite activity on bed.. (wait.. that just didnt sound right..) what i meant was obviously SLEEP. lol

it has been raining cows and elephants these days.. not forgetting having really cool lightnings now and then.. causing the already cacat-ed wireless connection even more hopeless.. the only place where the internet line isn't horrigible, terrigible and vegetable, is at the IT faculty.. so in order to bring myself out of being so super 'ulu', i'd have to drag my lazy ass and wet my feet in rain puddles just to get a decent connection... urgh.

anyways, have been raoming around the northern part of the peninsular.. though nothing beats my lil penang island, at least it's a good way of passing time and wasting money on petrol.. haha..


but, JIENY ANNY!!


guess what i found.. or more like 'who' i found?!


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no.. not jay chou..



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aint SYK either.. haha..

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jeng, jeng, jeng..

little DuDu at a gift shop in Jitra...

here he is again.. and this time, in my uni's souvenier shop! lol

he looks so much blue-er than bloo.. bloo has turned grey.. hehee.. just kidding

miss u girls so much!

going home tomorrow!!

love you.

one month and counting

Still missing you dearly..

Days haven’t been the same.

I was looking forward to going over to your place on the third day of this year’s Chinese New Year like how it has been for the past few years when you were back in penang.

I was looking forward and hoping to give u a surprise visit in Sydney sometime in May so we can celebrate our birthdays together like how we used to during high school.

I was looking forward to your baking session and the feast you promised to prepare for me and make me fat again.

I was looking forward to bringing you out to practise your driving when I’m back for the CNY holidays since u were very excited that you could finally drive though you had your license for a few years already.

there's so much that i look forward to ever since you got back from aus. i miss spending time having fun n doing nonsense or even just lepak around doing nothing with you. i miss being the one looking over your stuff for you, telling you not to do things which you shouldnt do but yet do it for the fun of it n to satisfy your curiosity. i just miss you.

If your demise was partly for me to learn to be stronger, to have the courage to talk to strangers, to meet more people n make new friends, and not to be so apathetic anymore, I’d rather not have all these opportunities or change than to loose you.

Growing up for the rest of the remaining years of mine without you will be hard.
I always picture all of us reminiscing about all the ups and downs we had been through, all the nonsense we did in school and the memories we’ll have when we grow older. I cant believe the last chirstmas eve was the last time we’ll ever talk about our high school ‘adventures’ together as partners, best buddies, n sisters.

But I’m still glad I did spent my last Christmas with you, and that you had a chance to know more about merv and so did he. I just wish that we had more chances to hang out together, for movies, food, shopping n just lepak-ing – just the 3 of us.

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The past weeks had been very hectic, I’m still actually busy with more assignments and upcoming exams. Just had a quiz and 2 exams yesterday.. 2 more on the way.. 3 more assignments to due soon after finishing 3 during the past 2 weeks. But yet, I choose to do nothing today. Exams and assignments aren’t the only thing that’s bothering me now.
What’s worst is I lost the charm bracelet Nian and Ann gave me for my 18th birthday! @!#$%&* out of all things.. i don't even know where i dropped it. went for dinner, got back to continue studying n just before i go to bed, i finally realized that it was no longer on my wrist.. someone probably picked it up cos i've search everywhere n retraced all my steps but just cant find it. ARGH!

going to put up a notice in merv's n my hostel in hopes that someone actually finds or have already found it. if someone comes up to me with the bracelet with the intention of keeping the bracelet for themselves in the first place, if not for the reward of RM100 that i'm offering, SHIT U.

need to get back to studying. sigh.

love u nian.

moved

my old blog doesnt seem to want me anymore. it doesnt want to show my recent posts even though i've published them countless of times. neither is Blogger doing anything about it.

after 4 years of showering you with words n giving u new colourful template designs.. u choose to give me the cold shoulder?? or more than that, ignoring me?? why?? well, i only stopped blogging for about 7 months... it's not like i totally abandoned you.. what's wrong??

now i'll have to edit my template again.

ugh.

i don't have time.. stupid assignments pillling up like, what i'd always say, "shit pilling up in the sewers" =) which are are due very soon!! NOoo.. and to add more urine in the sewers, my mid-semester exams are in a week's time.. it's not like i'm really procrastinating on my work.. i just don't have time.. T_T i'm no superwoman.. even if i am, doesn't a superhero get a day off?

ever since i got back, it's been a routine of lectures, assignments, meetings, food then sleep.. though i've gotten used to being back here in uni for the last semester, this time just isn't the same.. after all that had happened, i don't know if i've grown to become stronger or weaker.. though i knew nian always wanted me to be the former, yet it's harder when she isn't around. but still, i'll try my best n hope she'll be proud watching us all from above.

anyway, gotta go get food n continue with my assignments..

love u nian.