you've been warned

play with a double bladed knife and you'll feel double the stabbing pain. moral of the story? dont play with knifes.

the stewpit stewpit stewpit things i do. i dont know whether to laugh or to cry at myself, again.

*facepalm*

p/s: Happy Birthday Juls!

the child molester living up to his name =P

May thus far

-WARNING : long post ahead-

it has been 3 weeks since i'm back from uni! feels good to be home! =) i kicked start the month of May with a part time weekend job to get myself back in tuned to the working life and also to fill my pockets! $$$ so, the job was to get people to take the free BMI test and also obviously to promote the company's product. (see pic below for more details) one word of advise for everyone out there, please please please for goodness sake, dont buy/drink anything from those electric freezing dispensers. the ones with a churning plate in the middle, stirring the drinks throughout the whole day. you have no idea how dirty it actually is! yucks!

yen & i

and oh! i dont like the uniform especially the puffed up sleeves.. sooo wrong i tell you.. makes me look even 'puffed' up =/ me likey the scarf though, cos it reminds me of my choir days ♫ i actually prefer to promote property than other products because there isnt a quota to fill and your potential customers are actually scaled down. but sadly, i lost my contacts =( oh well, i did enjoyed my days working with Jen for Sunway =)

well, out of all the part time jobs i've had, i can now conclude that, may it be promoting real estates or milk powder, i attract freaks! =.=" dont think i wanna elaborate more on the freakish encounters. bottom line, freak-magnet alert! (ask me in person and i shall entertain you with my stories. LOL) no wonder my seniors always had this impression that i'm like some protected endangered species that should be kept at home! hahahaha i'm serious! that was the exact translation of what they said in mandarin. whatever that i know or can do somehow amuses the people/friends in university..

when i say, i bake
they give me this look, O.o
while when i say, i do house chores
as predicted, O.O
if i continue on by saying that, i ride the bike,
that's when i get the longest unbelievable 'RRRRRRrrrrrrreeeEEEaaaaAAAAAALLLLLllyyyYYYYYYYYY???????' ever! as if i just told u that i like to go out commando like how Britney does it ;) LMAO

it's like i'm from a circus or a carnival. Now, behold~!

*drum roll*

AMY, the freak.

applause la can or not.. hahaa..


ANYWAYS, now for some bits and pieces of my birthday week.

xiao mei & i, len shen & i, my adorable khim & i
a few of my unimates were around in Penang so they took me out for lunch at a small restaurant in Gurney (i forgot the name.. lol) pretty nice place.. i like the decorations but it's a little overly done. the food? ok larr but a whee bit pricey for the pretty simple food they serve. we then head off to red box and i had a bit of my screaming session working, though most of the songs chosen were mandarin ones.. =/ but still, enjoyable =) at the end of that day, they surprised me with a gift and a slice of oreo cheesecake hidden in my car.. =) a toy schnauzer doggy which i thought was a koala bear at first from the colour of it. lol

i spent the whole week with yen, hopping from one mall to another, hunting for a maxi dress, shoe shopping and got my nails painted - French manicure as always =) a week of blissful pampering, but the most exciting part of my week was the first few beginning hours of my day! i got home from a midnight movie and found a Country Hide paper bag on my dressing table.

hmm.. a gift from brother dearest.. that's rare.. so i was expecting something leathery since that's the only thing Country Hide sells.. from the size of the package, maybe a wallet? a small purse? the eager me then quickly unbound the ribbon off and opened the paper bag. there was this transparent casing, like those old radio cassette tape boxes, only bigger wrapped round with another blue ribbon tied nicely into a bow. my head totally could not register what it was so i took it out and stared at it for a few seconds. when it finally hit me, i realised it was...

an iPod Touch!!!
the thing that i have been bugging and pestering my brother for the past 2 weeks! (though i did mention and bugged him awhile about it before more than a year ago.. lol) knowing my brother's nature and all, i never actually expect him to buy it for me. but being the annoying younger sister, it is my nature to enjoy pestering and bugging him about something, may it be stupid or not! =P words cannot describe how damn happy i was the moment i realised it was my long-awaited touchy! whee~

me ♥ my brother to bits!

korkor dearest & i, 2007
though the rest of the day was a bit screwy - a lot of last minute plan cancellations and all =/, thankfully, on-the-spot plan Bs' turn out pretty well.. had lunch with yen and ekun instead, dinner with mum and bro at Cititel and chilled with a few good company at night.. i guess like what they say, the higher your expectation, the greater the disappointment. in which i couldnt agree more.. my brother's present is by far the only thing that has ever really caught me by surprise and the feeling is just, priceless =)

the next day was then spent over at the lee's.. talked loads over lunch and hanged around the house playing with the dogs..

naughty bubu and big boy charlie

a week nicely spent with close ones =)

eek! i'm 23 now =/

u're never forgotten =)

Happy Birthday Nian! ♥

cos she cannot possibly hold in the excitement anymore!

stories later ;)

♥

妹,

i dreamt of you the other day and woke up in tears.

it reminded me how much it hurts knowing that you're gone.

another year not being able to celebrate our birthdays together.

i still miss you to bits.

姐

Bad Romance

believe it or not, January's over.. time is passing by that fast! and it seems to get faster as the years go by.. =( i dont want this year to be another mushed up "swooOosh" year.. though i'd love to have that handy fast forward button just to get through with certain stuff.. but still, i want to go through year 2010 to the fullest, appreciating all of God's creation and blessings.

the end of January also marks my beloved ming's birthday!

Happy Birthday Love!

i somehow *heart* this pic a lot =)

i'm sorry i couldnt make time to celebrate it with you. the busy woman was dealing with issues, mind her. i'll make it up to you aight? *hugs*

on a random note, am so hooked to lady gaga's songs.. ann says lady gaga will be having a concert in aussie.. i wish i could go =( for an eccentric person with very peculiar taste in fashion and style, there's something about her songs that makes them such a hit..

oh well, i guess it's all about being fabulous in your own way ;)

J'veux ton amour

i have such a common face, v2.0

okay, so it's either i'm getting damn gorgeous by the day or our island is starting to be overpopulated with desperate men.

i'd say, the latter.

so, as i was walking back to my car after work, some guy probably in his late 20's or early 30's approached me asking if i'm from Citibank. urgh. do i really have that Citibank look? he aint the first to say that but anyways, to cut the story short, he was pretty damn desperate to get my name and number. to the point that he was still persistently asking for it even though i had already gotten into my car and started to get out of the parking lot.

"CALL ME!"

*nods head* (in your dreams...)

LOL =)

then the phone rang, to check if i was okay after having a glimpse of my "dramatically-ridiculous-scene".. talk about chivalry or rationality.. pfftt... oh wait, we're in the 21st century.. so scrape off the chivalry acts.. but rationality? though modern technology has made our lives easier (especially the invention of calculators, which have made us all so dependant on it even for simple calculations.. basically not using our brains anymore) doesnt mean that we're not subjected to use our heads to analyze and act on something so obvious? well then again, it all depends on who the person is as well right? double standard.. typical. PFFTT.

thank God it wasnt a robbery or somewhat. or else i wonder how the heck will i be able to answer that phone call. LMAO.


on another note,

Happy Belated Birthday Daddy dearest!

upside-down pineapple cake!

exploding with emotions

okay, first of all i'm finally back from my dreadful "intensive english course".. thank God i was put in a class with really nice people.. nothing from what i expected.. only thing was my lecturer.. it's not that she cant speak english.. she's alrite BUT the fact that she treats us like primary kids really makes me loose my patience at times.. she keeps telling and explaining to us in different ways over and over again.. i'm sure we're all not that dumb.. but sometimes she just tends to explain more which in turn made us more confused.. GAAAA... i understand her enthusiasm in teaching us.. but we are not 10 year olds...

anyway, i shall tell u all a lil more on what i actually did through the whole course.. well, we learnt a great deal of grammar i tell u.. there's the simple tense, simple perfect tense, simple perfect continuous tense, past tense, past perfect tense, past perfect continuous tense, simple future tense, the passive voice, hypothetical possibilities with 'if' and past modal verbs of 'could have/should have'.. SOOOOO INTERESTING I TELL U.. besides that, we learned about essay writing, comprehension passages n vocabulary.. reminds me so much of our english lessons during primary school days.. oh ya.. not to forget, we were supposed to sit for a listening test, n a written one which includes comprehension, vocab n essay writing of 250-300 words, impromptu speech, role play (don't ask me what is it for. all we did was just acting n have forum discussions), last but not least, keeping a journal for a week.. i'm already having much problems trying to update my blog and you all are expecting me to keep a journal entry everyday for a week? i had troubles thinking of what to write after the first entry.. haha typical me.. and whatever we do throughout the course actually contributes to our CGPA/PMS for the semester.. -they better give me an 'A'- lol

so, before i start bitching about certain things, let me just post up pics of the 21st birthdays that i've said in the previous post..

so.. after sonia darling's bday celebration, it was my baby's birthday on the 29th.. i feel kinda bad for not being able to throw a party for him cos my first paper of my finals was on the day itself.. therefore i just managed to treat him dinner a few days before.. sorry baby..

took him to tgif since he loves steaks.. hehe

pic of our cup of mushroom soup.. it was really really good.. creamy n full of mushrooms.. yummilicious!

his jack daniel's steak..

and.. that's it.. cos we forgot to take a photo of my beef ribs as i was starving n started pigging in right after all the food was served.. lol but it was really superlicious, yummiliciously delicious.. cant wait to go there again.. =) other than that, i surprised him with his birthday present waiting on his bed in uni.. forgot to take a pic of it too.. all my hard work of wrapping it.. sigh.. but glad that he loves it.. tee hee hee..

next up on the next post would be pics of my 21st! i know i'm really far behind time when my birthday was like a month ago.. but please bear with me now k.. i just need to bitch now.. no more mood to blog about my wonderful celebration.

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it's been a while since i start to be bitchy but i can be a bitch if i choose to be one OR if someone forces me too.. but still, i'm not all that bad cos i dont embarrass other ppl in public or anything like that.. mine's more of the sarcastic remarks kinda thing..

one thing you all should know is when i don't like someone doing a certain thing to me, i really mean I DONT LIKE IT.. and i will go all out to tell you that I AM UPSET and ANGRY about it. no other explanations required especially if u've crossed the line. i'd rather just be acquaintances than to continue being friends. i rarely make friends so what more not want certain friends? that only comes to one conclusion. which means u have officially PISSED AMY FONG YOKE MAY OFF.

how can someone you know actually diss about you and question your actions with another person whom he/she has just known for a year compared to your friendship of 3 years??!! just because you like him/her doesnt mean you can turn your back away from your friend who has cared n be so considerate to you compared to that person who has been taking advantage of you??!! are you that blind to not see the truth??!! some may say that this is the world.. never would i thought that the world is so small that it happens to be in the circle of my friends.. or other than that, maybe the world is that shitty and getting more fucked up.

is there a problem for my bf to drive all the way to see me cos he feels that it's worth it?? i did not force him ok damnit? neither do i not know how hard it is to pay for the petrol especially after the government removed the subsidy for petrol prices.. i DO PAY FOR HIS PETROL AT TIMES.. I USUALLY OFFER TO PAY.. comprende??!! so how can you and him/her make such remarks about me when he/she is the one who doesnt care about your petrol??!! he/she can even INSTRUCT you to go here and there.. dare you deny it. i heard it myself out of his/her mouth. but all u can see is NOTHING n u would make all kinds of excuses for him/her.. what about times when i made excuses for bloody you??!! and besides, what made my bf drive all the way to see me was because I WAS DEPRESSED as i was feeling lonely which only leads to thinking of nian.. all you know was just to enjoy ur time with him/her.. you have never lost a best friend.. you never know what it feels like.. and dare you question why my bf had to come and think it wasnt necessary. blogging about this just makes me so furious.

whatever i did was not appreciated whereas he/she is being treated like a goddess. PUI! don't ever come calling me to talk about him/her.. you're on your own now. i'm not interested about your feelings and on what you have to say.. don't even call me your sister anymore. i've got other friends whom i need to care more for.

friends play a big part in my life. but i dont see any point in saving this friendship as it will only go back to square one.. as for that, GOOD RIDDANCE!

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updates?

i know and i admit that i have been very lazy in keeping this blog alive.. but if i dont, it'll probably go emo and not publish my posts when i really feel like blogging, like my previous blog.

so anyway, updates updates updates..

as most of my girls already know, i'm now on my semester break for about a month and a half.. got back 2 weeks ago actually BUT i have to go back to uni tomorrow for like 11 dreadful days... for what u might ask? FOR SOME STUPID COMPULSORY ENGLISH COURSE BECAUSE I GOT A BAND 4 FOR MY MUET EXAM.... =.=" i shall not elaborate further on how i got a total of 219 points though ONE POINT away from the band 5 mark, but was contented cos i didnt want to waste another RM60 to retake the exam since EVERYONE says that having a band 4 mark would definitely SUFFICE for a local university.. call me cheap but i just DONT LIKE sitting for exams.. little did i know that the local uni or more like my uni has changed the system and made the english courses compulsory to serve the purpose of:

1. improving the english language among the local undergraduates
2. just to fulfill our credit hours... wtf


i'm going to be stuck in a class with, no offence but with chinese educated students and malays who can barely speak proper english... it's not like i'm being all proud with my english just because i'm "english ed" but it really irritates me especially those who tend to show off their abilities of conversing in english with the usage of certain 'bombastic' words i never even heard of before when they cant even understand the words that are coming out from my mouth..

i admit i'm not all the good and perfect in the language myself but at least i can speak decent english.. this just reminds me of a salesgirl who was trying to convince me in buying their shoes when i was out shopping at queensbay with sonia darling n mingy dearie.. she said, "this shoe very comfort!" and as i looked at the girls, ming just happily looked at me and say, "it's very comfort!" while tryin to hold back from bursting into laughter.. lol okay.. my bad.. i guess on the 'good' side of it, they actually have guts or sometimes too much guts to speak in a language they aren't familiar with.. well, i guess the same goes to them when i speak in mandarin or hokkien, laughing at my intonation and accents which i didnt even know i had..

so anyways, let's see what did i not blog about aside from all my emo-ing posts..

of course. all the 21st birthday parties i've attended so far, including mine =) though i couldnt attend carmen's, yen's, chuen's n sooch's cos of uni.. grr. anyway, (warning: loads of pics ahead!)

first off, sonia's 21st!
like a replay of sonia's 17th birthday party 4 years ago, BBQ at sonia's house.. this time with the combined celebration of sofia n uncle Vj's birthdays as well..

sofia n her group of friends..
then... and now..
carmen's polaroid!
the nicely decorated tables with coloured candles.. (captured by ming)
food! the lamb was great! everything tasted so GOOD i tell u..
ming n i cam-whoring with the very unique mirror in sonia's dining hall.. while waiting for the rest to come.. lol
with the wonderful creation of the digital camera, no one needs to worry bout wasting photo films anymore.. hence the endless snapping of pictures, leaving mervin n i not being able to eat at peace.. haha
a picture of the juniors getting all very 'excited' after finishing probably a carton of SHANDY.. well, we were once that age on a very similar occasion but i don't remember us competing in drowning ourselves in shandy.. oh well, times have changed i guess..

but MGSians will be MGSians no matter where they are, juniors or seniors, never fail to "make a lot of noise".. we were considerable quiet that night cos our loudspeakers, the miss tans - sookie n pei wen weren't around.. not forgetting jienny anny n nian dearest..
and here we are, looking all high n drunk over, orange juice. haha

the very famous raccoon eyes pose.. and yes, we are childish but we had fun =) i think the juniors took more normal looking photos than we did..

so, we ended the night with a game of 'higher or lower' and all ended up looking half drunk.. haha

guess i'll just blog about the other 21st birthdays another day cos i'm getting lazy for now and since i'd probably have ample of time in uni for the next 11 days =( i might as well blog when i'm there then, that is also IF the stupid wireless connection still works. bah!

toodles.


love u meimei <3
dinner with ur family! =)

this is the most boring blog u'll ever come across..

i know i havent been blogging an updating much.. blame the internet connection here in my hostel and not forgetting my friggin finals.. and partly my bad.. procrastinating and what not.. last minute cramming and memorizing.. tee hee.. I HATE EXAMS.. sigh i want my dean's list cert for this sem as well but i'm just too lazy to study and sit for the papers.. it's killing me.. stress melebih.. i've got too high expectations for myself.. which isn't really good.. i'm actually still like 'mourning' over my STPM results.. yes, wtf.. this is me.. i just can't help it.. i expect too much from myself.. someone help me.. gaa. and here i am, still browsing around the net which i was supposed to be done doing two hours ago..

studddyyyy.....

sigh.

just don't seem to have the mood to blog anymore. yes i know, i have a boring life. not my fault. don't browse my blog then.. being very emo now and then.. end up releasing most of my frustration on people whom i shouldnt be doing so to. sorry dear.. sigh. i do have things to blog about, my uni life aint that boring eventhough i'm here in Universiti Ulu Malaysia. it's just that each time i login to blogger, i end up not having anything to post about, just not that mad about blogging anymore..

anyway, me big day's coming soon.. cant believe that it's in the middle of my FRIGGIN EXAMS!! spending my 21st in this uni IS NOT AN OPTION. lucky for me, baby's planning something for me.. may it be at Jitra, Alor Setar or Sungai Petani, as long as it's not here in uni.. keke.. but seriously, non of these places can ever beat dear penang.. anywhere in penang would just be near-perfect! especially with my dearies with me =) but most of all, i wish to celebrate our 21st together..



your mom called today. says she misses you. i miss you too.
love you always n forever.



i should be studying now..

toddles