she finally got scolded

cos he believes it's about time for her to come to her senses so she needs to stop reasoning with herself.

there is no reason for her to cry. she just needs to do what she knows is best for her, just live LIFE happy. =)


anyways, what's new and most talked about? it's none other than the 2010 World Cup. yea, amazingly i watched through the whole final match with a few great company over burgers and juices even though i had work the next morning at 8am! (i nearly missed work from oversleeping! lol) so it was down to Netherlands (NED) and Spain. i was rooting for NED cos i just wanted to go against what PAUL, the "psychic octopus" predicted. me no likey the fact that PAUL chose Spain over Germany for the win in the quarter finals match! (even though the prediction was right) still, a traitor!!!! you were bred and apparently a PR in Germany! you even got your name from a German children's poem - Der Tintenfisch Paul Oktopushow! how could you!!?? LOL so, as expected, i did my part in carrying out MISSION: essen Tintenfisch (hint: it's in German), the very next day after Germany's lost to Spain! well, the mission sidetracked a bit, not the main aim but still under one of the sub-missions.

back to the finals match, i nearly had a cardiac arrest! my heart stopped beating for a second or two each time either one of them tried to score a goal. the match was so intense! and even before half time, i was already pissed with that baldy referee. IMO, he was more concerned on giving out yellow cards than actually supervising the game play and his judgements seem kinda bias. i'm not saying the NED players didnt deserve those yellow cards for those who actually did hurt the Spain players unintentionally or not. but some of the "accidents" arent even their fault! i remember seeing a replay of one of those mishaps which clearly showed that the NED player came in contact with the opposition's upper part of the body, like the arm or something. BUT apparently, the Spain "victim" ended up rolling on the field like the rolie polie olies, with a devastating-worse-than-labour-pain expression on his face while his hands gripped tightly onto his, LEG! the heck?! it didnt happened once okay.. most of the yellow cards given to the NED were from those dramatic acts by the Spaniards! so drama.. like very severe sufferers of ADHD! pfftt. the best actors are found on the field. haahaa

but oh well, it was worth the watch. intensified entertainment!

so now that the World Cup is over, work is going to be hectic! now time to catch up on my sleep.

nights peeps.

S03E03

B. : I want you to have this.
C. : Why.
B. : Cos I love you. You enormously stubborn pain in the ass.


"what would you think we would have been like when we're old and grey?"

"still arguing and irritating each other forever as always."

it just makes me laugh, somehow.

When we meet the right person to love when we're at the right place at the right time, That's chance.

When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice. That's chance.

Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice. That's also a chance.

The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?

That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling.

If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance. That's choice.

When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, That's choice.

Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, That's choice.

Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance.

But true love that lasts is truly a choice.

A choice that we make.

Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about this: " Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen."

I do believe that soul mates do exist.

That there is truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not.

We may meet our soul mates by chance, but loving and staying with our soul mates is still a choice we have to make.

We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love...

BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly.

Lee Nian Ning
nianz.blogspot.com

cos, it's just complicated.

"Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn't make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more."

Season 2 Episode 10

"If i could take back what happened last year, I would. I think about it every single day."

Liam Court, 90210

"The truth is, I'm still hung up on someone else, someone I thought I was over."

Naomi Clarke, 90210

so much drama i can relate to. but still, liking it. lols

yet, there's no such simple and easy thing as 'kiss and make up'. pfftt..

Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past.

Isaiah 43:18

heads up

"One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you.
I'd been broken beyond repair."

Bella, New Moon.

been catching up on my reading lately. somehow or rather i'm able to relate more to the second book. (probably being in my position now) not to say i dont like the first book. i love reading twilight - the typical romantic story which puts nearly every girl in a delusional state, longing for their fairytale to come true as well. but i guess it's conceptual, just non-existent. something which rarely or probably no one can actually relate to in reality.

oh well, with or without a jacob black, my story continues. it'll be a whole new journey. memories will bound to flashback once in awhile or more. it only shows that it meant a lot, well, to me at least.

"On this day of your life, Amy, we believe God wants you to know ... that you are not to shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find and keep."

God has a grander plan.

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Matthew 6:34

the water buffalo

as the years pass by, i finally really understand the meaning to the phrase, "life is a never-ending learning process". it's not just about the knowledge you gain from books or from people and the experiences but also about getting to know yourself better, learning to know who you truly are. looking back, i remembered i was always a "lost" child, always having uncertainties to who i really am. i used to find it difficult to fill in those 'about me' sections in autograph books (during primary & secondary school.. lols) or in anything that requires me to do so. what more an 'about me' essay. haha. i would usually end up writing the usual common stuff like, "happy, honest, hardworking.. etc" which i never actually put to thought whether it really describes me or not back then.

as you start to grow up and mature, you start to learn more about your strengths and weaknesses. every detail to it gets clearer as you experience life's obstacles and challenges. it's part and parcel of growing up. i've learned that you can never change who you are but you can always learn how to make up for your weaknesses. some people see me as a strong and confident person. but in truth, i'm still the weak, passive, emotional girl i've always been. i'm still learning to be and stay strong no matter what the circumstances may be. no doubt nian's passing has made me learn to deal with acceptance and my emotions. but clearly, i havent mastered it all quite yet.

i still pour every now and then but it's just who i am. like the energizer bunny which is built to last, i'm built to cry instead. nevertheless, i will have to make sure the very next day would be a better one. i've been through it twice before and i will make it through again.

mummy said, "hurt is just a feeling and it will fade."

i got this from my cousie's pm:

"When God take something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better."

and also like what ming says, "the best has yet to come!"

i will make it through the rain =)

breakeven

sometimes you just need to step out to see and feel the wonders of God's creation. simply breathtaking *melts*

"On this day of your life, Amy, we believe God wants you to know ... that humans learn only by trial and error, and that includes you.

You've got to live life, not think about it. Step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again. The question is not whether you will or will not make mistakes - you will. The question is do you want to learn and grow, or do you want to shrink back and be stuck? Take that step you've been avoiding. You can succeed, or you can get feedback that it didn't work, but in either case you are sure to feel alive"

God has His own ways =)

and look what i found!

have you ever seen such a HUGE kisses chocolate? compare that to me thumb! the size of that thing is enormous!!! i bet no one can actually pop it in their mouths like how we usually would with the normal sized ones. talking about kisses chocolates, i wonder who came up with the product name and it's shape. how in the world did they relate a shit-shaped-like chocolate with the name kisses? eeww.. it just doesnt sound right. but then again, i think poop shaped like that are usually seen in comics and cartoons.. i have never seen my poop shaped like that either. LOL

but in anycase, i still *heart* kisses! (well yea, chocolate or not. lols)

=)

I can do everything through Christ who strengthens me.

Philipians 4:13

i.miss.high.school.

was having some free time in my hands so i thought i would just have a peek at how my friendster account is holding up. lol.. i know.. friendster is like so old school now.. but then again, i guess we grew up through the days of friendster. i browsed through all my testimonials and boy, did it bring back loads of memories.. just to highlight the few stuff my dearies wrote about me which i find it amusing.. there are a number which are really nice but i find these few just hillarious.. LOL

angie : she's no doubt,--LOuD~! cuz she'll go like... "Classs!!!! Shut UP n do ur work!!"

thexeira : oh my gawd...... she's da one who will make da claz pay when itz too noisy.....

carmen : she can sing until every glasses can break too!!

wen : once apon a time... when i am in nursery... i met her.. she and zs ler hio.. will
bully me wan... snatch me book lar... haihz... but then after that she will be
the one returning me book to me...

ming : Guys out there... wanna 'kau' her? Just make sure you're taller than her (not very hard to accomplish this one ;p) and you need to have small eyes.

ann : i love amy coz....i juz do, she's my underaged darling.. hehe who screams rather uncontrollably sometimes...

she's always suffering from syarikat sickness... during those times she
really really (X10000) becomes wacky....

sookie : i've missed the time wen we use to gossip bout ppl's hair... face n etc..
hahahha n remember i alwiz ask u this phrase " whos hair is longer? hers or
mine?" hahahaha

nian : her ridin's a lil manical but wAt the hell being her passenger is a great deal of fun...

and guys better watch out !!you guys better ,better not kacau her cause
as her lil' mei mei i noe all the great physical tortures she can inflict upon
you!!!!(I KENA MANY TIMES DI!!!)

sigh. time sure flies. no doubt that i'd say that the best years in life are those during high school.. =)))

*hearts*